Time for an Update

It has been a long time since I have updated my blog! I read my last post from last October and figured it was time to update those that don't read my facebook! We ended up spending 74 DAYS in the hospital last fall. We went in on August 21st and came home on November 1st. This last year has brought many changes in our life. Lauren walked into the hospital last August and we rolled her out in a wheelchair. We came home to a hospital bed, a wheelchair, a walker, and a potty chair beside her bed. We had to convert our garage into a downstairs room, turning it into a big room for the kids, with the storage room off to the side into Emily's bedroom. We built an art space for Lauren (with doors on it at Mom's request :) ) so that Lauren would have a space to work on her endless art projects. We found at that visit that after doing numerous testing that the reason Lauren could walk one day and then not the next was from a chronic deterioration of the nerves in her body along with some of the muscles. The biopsy showed that it wasn't acute and that over the years, some of the nerves had deteoriated to the point that it just overwhelmed her system. She began by not being able to feel her feet, and in the last year, the numbness has moved up to right under her hip! We have done everything humanly possible to figure out what is causing this on top of her GSD. Dr. M now, along with many other doctors, believes that she has a second genetic condition on top of her GSD; however, they do not know what it is. The pediatric pain team has been involved with her care for the last year and regulate all her medications to help her get the best possible pain relief. Some days she can't even get out of bed. We are learning to appreciate the good moments and get thru the not good ones the best we can. Lauren's faith is amazing and she continues to amaze us and the doctors with her amazing courage and faith. She had the opportunity back in March to speak at the Stake Standards night on faith and overcoming challenges. She spoke to a group of around 700. It was a very spiritual and uplifting experience to hear her share her faith and watch as she was wheeled onto the podium to speak. It was touching for Jeff and I to see our stake president kneel beside her and hold the microphone while she spoke. It was a tender moment of love and service that we hold dear to our hearts. This year we have faced having to have not only a j-tube for Lauren to feed her thru her intestines but she is now also hooked to an IV 24 hours a day to help maintain her bloodsugars. It's been tough for her and for us. We have prayed and asked the Lord to help her regain the use of her legs and prayed for answers on what is causing her health to decline. Jeff has given her blessings and we have petitioned the Lord thru fasting and prayer. I remind her often to read her patriartical blessing and remember the promises the Lord has given her. She is making some progress these days; however, she has right foot drop so bad caused from the peripheral neuropathy that even after several procedures, it is looking like surgery will be our next option. They will go in and cut the tendon and ligaments in her ankle to stretch them so they can improve the foot drop. She is nervous when we mention it but we are trying to prepare her. They have decided she needs to have some more independence with mobility so they brought out different motorized chairs and scooters for her to try. We have settled on one that will meet the needs that she has and she is happy about it. It will be a couple of months before we get the chair between getting approval from insurance and getting it all in order. We recently bought a van and now will have to have it upfitted to fit the new chair. Even with all the major changes and challenges, we have found overwhelming blessings thru it all. We were able to do the room addition thru the Cap-C program and recently found out that we also can upfit our van thru the Cap-C program as well. It will be a huge blessing for us again. Michael spent a few days in the hospital last week as he got a stomach bug and we had to rush him in and he was admitted for a couple of days until he got better! In the midst of all of this; however, we are finding that we see the Lord's hand more clearly and are trying to be more obedient and faithful. We have been able to get nighttime nursing care for Lauren five nights a week from 11 to 7 and on Friday nights we got help from 7 pm to 7 am which allows Jeff and I to attend the temple every Friday night. It's been the biggest blessing of all! Jeff stays busy in his calling on the high council and Emily attends the singles ward. Since they meet later in the day it allows me an opportunity on most Sundays to at least attend Sacrament meeting for which I am grateful. Mornings are not good for Lauren so it's rare that she gets to attend church. Her young women's group are wonderful and they text her and send cards often. They will be coming here this Wednesday night for an activity just so they can be with her. It's so great to see the love and bond she forms with her YW group. Emily has had a great first year of college and excelled in all of her classes. She will have one more year to go and then she will be a licensed massage therapist. She is excited and her dad expects to be one of her first patients..haha! We are very proud of her and all her hard work. Michael starts highschool this year..sniff,sniff...not ready for him to be so grown up! We think of and miss our precious Noah everyday but often feel his presence and know he is with us. I went thru a bout with pneumonia in March and it took me EIGHT weeks to recover! Part of it was because of my stubbornness in not slowing down but I felt I had so much to take care of there was no time left over. Getting up every 4 hours to take care of Lauren's needs, cleaning the house, cooking, doing laundry, teaching seminary, and trying to find ways to serve others finally took it's toll on me. I FINALLY rested and got better and now I pay more attention to when I need to rest. Having the five nights of nursing care has been a wonderful help! The Lord continues to pour out blessings to us! This has kinda been the last year in a shortened version..we have had many ups and downs, disappointments, and triumphs but overall we are weathering the storms and will come out on top! To all of you who have prayed, fasted, and put our names on temple rolls...thank you! We love you so much! This year on our annual vacation it was particularly hard as we faced new challenges with Lauren and it was the fifth anniversary of Noah's death. Somehow, it was harder for me than usual. My wonderful husband gave me strength as always and I enjoyed spending time with my extended family! Life, for the most part, is good and we continue to move forward with complete faith in the Lord's plan!